Naked logic
This entry was posted on 4/23/2007 8:29 PM and is filed under Random Thought Process.
If the heading gets attention....so be it. It has been
quite a spell that I have been hiding. Somewhere between midterms, a
peculiar virus (physical not computer), spring break, and a trip to the
mountains...(where I got naked) I have been far removed from
blogland. Do I dare reveal more? Is anyone even reading these
passages?
I ponder about isolation, how a mentally ill man of 23, was so lost
that no one knew him, not even his family. My condolence to
friends and families of the victims at Virginia Tech. Life is fragile,
tenuous and ever so fleeting. I ponder my own time to live and create.
In a small window of time, a speck a thrust of light, energy and
kinetic spark, life is transitory.
This weekend I met the woman with the saintly name, my ex's
girlfriend. She gave me flowers. An offering? It's never as you
picture it. The weird thing is she resembles me. Go figure.
Someone can rattle on about the picture they have of the ideal person,
their physical manifestation. She is a slightly younger version,
far more domesticated. She bakes.
Heck I love to cook to.... but I am more apt to finger paint, than bake
a cake. I do have a confession to make: I used to have an easy bake
oven as a child, which I loved.
I watched them from the corner of my eye, and I saw the dynamic. She is
in love with the man I wish would go away, but is now not possible. She
makes him feel every bit the man. They complete each other. I could be
wrong but overly ambitious she does not seem to be. She dotes on her
man, tends to his needs and that of her son. And what of the funny pick
up truck she drives? Well that was unexpected.
Oh and Harbin, my mountain escape with a man I met from hotornot? It
began with bunny ears, and it ended with live tapes from Philo T.
Farnsworth, the inventor of television, and the cathode ray.
"If it weren't for Philo T. Farnsworth, inventor of television, we'd still be eating frozen radio dinners."
-- Johnny Carson
